Saturday, September 29, 2012

The Perks of Being a Wallflower - Book

As many of you probably know, The Perks of Being a Wallflower is a movie coming out soon (already playing in select theatres), starring Emma Watson, Logan Lerman, and Ezra Miller. I was simply interested because I love Emma Watson, and this is her first major role since Hermione in Harry Potter. What I found was that the movie is actually based on the book of the same name, by Stephen Chbosky, published in 1999. The book has received critical acclaim, and so, curious person that I am, I decided that I had to read the book before watching the movie. I know I'm a little behind the times, but I hope I'll be forgiven since I was only four years old when the book was originally published. My copy of the book came in the mail almost two weeks ago, and I actually wanted to write about it for my first blog post, but life happens and I was distracted by work and such. Last night, I received the news that I had today off, so I stayed up till two AM and read the entire thing. By the end of it I was absolutely blown away; it deserves all of the praise it's received. WARNING: possible spoilers ahead. 

The basis of the novel isn't entirely original; the main character, Charlie, is in his freshman year of high school and is still trying to find out where he belongs in the world. He struggles with making friends, finding his own social circle, and experimenting with drugs, sex, and freedom. If any teenager tells me they've never felt this way, I call BS. What is great about this plot line, and the reason so many authors use it, I believe, is because most everyone has gone through high school. High school is an experience than everyone can relate to, and it is such a pivotal part of an individual's lifetime. High school is where we begin to understand the world, we interact with it, and hopefully leave the end of senior year somewhat prepared for adulthood. Not all of our experiences are the same, and some have it worse than others, but some have it better. But there is still struggle, loss, love, excitement, and adventure to be had for everyone. 

In Perks, Charlie is the main character who embodies all of the characteristics of a high schooler. Charlie, with the help of seniors Sam and Patrick, tackles everything head on in his freshman year. He is introduced to parties with alcohol and drugs, begins interacting with females on a sexual level, and begins to understand the dynamics of his relationship to the world. From lighter topics like first kisses all the way to difficult and controversial subjects like sexual abuse and homosexuality, Charlie experiences it all. In a word, Charlie is ambiguous. Normally, in writing, ambiguity isn't something to be sought after; a character should be solid and defined. In Charlie, however, this quality is his greatest strength. 

Highly introverted, Charlie tries to "participate" and feel "infinite." In his pursuit of this feeling, Charlie becomes a different character to every different reader. For me, as I read the book, I saw every part of myself embodied within the pages. It was almost creepy, to be honest. I have never done drugs, nor drank alcohol, or even been to a party. I have never kissed a boy, and I'm still a virgin. Charlie experienced all of these things, and in those respects is very different from me. I still felt a connection, though, and I shut out those parts of Charlie and found the parts that I could identify with. I think this is what every reader, teenager or not, does with Charlie. As I read, I saw Charlie as a writer, a reader, and a dreamer: those three adjectives I ascribe to myself. While reading, two things Charlie wrote made me smile: "After cleaning my room three times, I decided to leave Ian [Charlie's fictional character] alone for a while because I was starting to get mad at him" and "It [To Kill a Mockingbird] is now my favorite book of all time, but then again, I always think that until I read another book." As a writer, I have been livid at my own creations, and as a reader I always think I've found the best until something else falls into my hands. 

Aside from being able to reach a teenager at any stage in their life, with any experience, Charlie also finds out some universal truths in his journey, like the fact that some moments can only be felt once, in a very specific set of circumstances. Some truths are so small and inconsequential that they are humorous when pointed out: "If they [your parents] ever call you by your first-middle-last name, you better watch out, I'm telling you." And, "There's nothing like the deep breaths after laughing that hard. Nothing in the world like a sore stomach for the right reasons." 

Charlie teaches readers to accept the hard things in life, marvel in the moments that leave us breathless, and learn to appreciate the blessings that we often take for granted. 

Notable quotes: 
"Even if we don't have the power to choose where we come from, we can still choose where we go from there." 
"The idea is that every person has to live for his or her own life and then make the choice to share it with other people." 
"I don't think we should base so much on weight, muscles, and a good hair day, but when it happens, it's nice. It really is."
"We accept the love we think we deserve."
"And in that moment, I swear we were infinite."

Thursday, September 27, 2012

Why I Love Autumn

Happy Thursday everyone!

Today I can't really pick one specific book/movie/cd to talk about. It probably has to do with the fact that I'm fighting off a cold and I've had a lingering headache for the last two days. The brain cells have ceased proper functioning.

In the last few days, the weather has gotten so much cooler! For California standards, at least. I think it's still 85 degrees most days. But, I'm wearing caprees and 3/4 sleeve shirts now, so that means that AUTUMN'S almost here! According to the calender, it's been fall for a few days now, but if you live in Cali, or have ever visited, you'll know that there are two temperatures here: Hell, or Antarctica. In between these two is the happy medium that we get for about a month between Spring and Summer, and Fall and Winter. What does this mean for me? Well, I now sleep with the fan off or on low speed, and the air conditioning doesn't turn on during the day!

Besides the nice weather, Fall also brings the return of my favorite television shows! In the last two weeks: Bones, NCIS: LA, NCIS, CSI, Criminal Minds, Survivor, New Girl. I guess I'll do a mini-review for each one, seeing as I didn't pick a singular topic for today's post.

Bones: So nice to see Dr. Brennan back! I'm definitely liking the direction she's taking towards independence after returning. Last season was a bit rough, and I lost interest at times (there was no sexy tension between Bones and Booth anymore - something I was worried about happening when Season 7 premeired), but Season 8 is off to a good start as far as I'm concerned. The first episode's cliffhanger was strange in that the producers didn't even mention it in episode two, so we'll see when it will pop up again.

NCIS: LA and NCIS: I have to say... I was not impressed with the season premeire of LA. I was so confused by all the twists and turns that I tuned out fifteen minutes into the show. The chemistry between all of the characters just wasn't there, and I miss the old team dynamics. I'll hold back on final judgement until the next few episodes. Regarding NCIS, it's currently playing as I type this. Hopefully it's better than LA! I forgot about Ducky; I had a mini heartattack when the first scenes started playing.

CSI: This one is in a similar position to NCIS: LA. It was confusing and I didn't pay much attention. I'm glad that Russel's granddaughter is safe though. I'm a sucker for happy endings.

Criminal Minds: One of my favorite shows, and I'm so glad that it's back! I miss Paget Brewster as Emily Prentiss, but the new agent is interesting enough. She comes off as a snob, but I'm sure I'll warm up to her eventually. I have a tendency to do that with characters like her. She'll redeem herself in some way, I'm sure! I'm personally just happy to see Dr. Reid again; he's been my favorite from the beginning.

New Girl: Jess is still cute, and it's a funny change to see her turn from happy-go-lucky to neurotic mess. Schmidt steals the show for me, though. His humor is great and I love that he can make fun of himself.

Survivor: I haven't watched this one yet. It's our one family show, and we haven't been able to find the time for all of us to sit down yet.

There are still more shows yet to premeire! Life is becoming interesting again (I sometimes question my mental status when fictional characters are more interesting than real life). Some shows of note are: Once Upon a Time (I still have to finish watching it on Netflix. The last few episodes of Season 1 never recorded on my tv) on October 1st and The Vampire Diaries (started watching on Netflix; it's my new guilty pleasure! This one will eventually, most likely, get it's own post) on October 11th.

That's it for today! If anyone has any suggestions for tv shows that I've missed, whether they are on Netflix or normal networks, let me know!

Astrid Elaine

By the way, I am now on twitter! Hooray for catching up with the times. Follow me @astrid_elaine

Monday, September 24, 2012

Juno - Movie

Before I start my "real" blog post, I guess I should introduce myself a bit. My name is Astrid, and I live in Southern California. I'm seventeen years old, and I've recently graduated college. Yep, you read it right! I was home schooled, and I was given the chance to complete college classes while I was in high school. I promise, though, I'm not a creepy stalker, and I actually do have friends. I don't wear huge, ugly glasses (anymore - thank God for contacts!) and I've developed quite the fashion sense! Being seventeen... I can't really go anywhere, so I'm currently working and trying to decide what to do with my life. I think I want to try out journalism, so that's how I ended up here. I love movies, books, and music, and I figured I should do something with all of the time I spend sitting on the couch doing one of those three. Plus, now I have an excuse to buy a new movie... "Mom, it's for my future!" I won't always do contemporary stuff; I love the oldies, too. It'll be a mix of topics, and I'll try to post Tuesdays (I'm posting this on Monday because I won't be home tomorrow!), Thursdays, and Saturdays, so keep me in line! I tend to forget things easily.

Today I'll talk about one of my all-time favorite movies: Juno. There are a few reasons I love this movie, so I'll break it down for you.

Here's the premise:
Juno is a high school student who finds herself pregnant with her best friend's baby after a night of "we're bored" sex. The first impulse is to abort the baby, but Juno finds that she can't bring herself to do it, and so she and her other best friend, Leah, look through Pennysaver to find an adoptive couple. Through the next nine months, Juno deals with the adoptive parents (Mark - a man whose band dreams are still evading his grasp, and Vanessa - a semi-OCD woman who just wants to be a mom) and the changing social status she experiences in school. Many other shenanigans ensue, but I don't want to be a spoiler!

The characters: 
Juno (Ellen Page) - a sarcastic, witty girl. She loves old music and horror movies, and her favorite accessory is an old wooden pipe. She takes everything in motion, and acts by impulse, but has her moments of thoughtfulness. Did I mention that her telephone is shaped like a hamburger? I still want one.
Bleeker (Michael Cera) - a track runner who is very awkward, but still manages to be lovable. He wants the best for Juno and their baby, and let's Juno makes the decisions. He has an addiction to orange tic-tacs.
Mac and Bren (J.K. Simmons and Allison Janney) - Juno's biological father and stepmother. They support Juno throughout the journey, and are brutally honest with their daughter about the consequences of Juno's actions. Mac is in the air conditioning business, and Bren does nails at a salon.
Mark and Vanessa (Jason Bateman and Jennifer Garner) - the adoptive parents Juno chooses for her baby. The couple was unable to conceive, thus their turn to adoption. Mark still hopes that his career as a musician will take off, but for now he writes songs for commercials. Vanessa feels guilty that she couldn't conceive, and has placed her hopes in Juno.

Important themes: 
Number one, obviously, is the issue of teen pregnancy. MTV has capitalized on this, and has made numerous shows that focus on this topic. Whereas less than a hundred years ago, a girl would be ostracized and looked down upon for pregnancy out of wedlock, especially in her teens, nowadays it's quite common. Girls today are called names, and shamed, but they still go to school, and still move on with their lives. I have had two girls I know become pregnant before the age of 18, and that was before I had barely even turned sixteen. In Juno, the different choices and paths are laid out for viewing. Juno originally intended to choose abortion, but while at the clinic she met a pro-life classmate who alerted Juno to the fact that her baby now had fingernails, and Juno couldn't do it. Thus, one door is closed. The other two obvious choices remained: adoption, or keep it. Maturely, Juno decides to give her baby up for adoption. In the words of Katy Perry, "A baby can't have a baby, and I'm still a baby." Thus, Mark and Vanessa enter the picture. In the movie, adoption isn't shown as an easy process; Juno doesn't just have the kid and hand it over. There is struggle and heartbreak all along the way. In the end, I felt that even though it was a movie and it probably was glossed with the Hollywood sparkle, the consequences of teen pregnancy were well addressed. Ellen Page, as Juno, plays her character with such finesse that it is quite easy to feel as Juno does, and so the message is even more personal by the end of the movie.
A second, less dominant theme, is love. Juno and Bleeker, obviously, experience some changes in their relationship throughout the movie. They try to decide where exactly they stand with each other, and if it really is love or if they should just stay friends. Juno finds it hard to believe in love, because her parents divorced, and other people in her life have had failed relationships as well. By the end of the movie, the message is: love is different for everyone. No one can define it, because no two people are alike.

My personal opinion:
I fell in love with this movie the moment I started watching it. The soundtrack is perfect, and it makes everything more real. This is the kind of movie I like to watch when I'm really tired, or sad, or lazy, or just in a particular mood that I still can't put a name to. It's a feel-good movie, at least for me. Any contrite or cliche aspects of it I can ignore, because the end result is the same; it's just a good movie. It's one of those that is just good, because it simply is.

Notable/awesome quotes: 
"Look, in my opinion, the best thing you can do is find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person is still going to think the sun shines out your ass." - Mac

 

And there's Juno in a nutshell! As a disclaimer, I'd like to point out that whatever I say on here is my opinion, and I mean to offend no one and I'm always open to different interpretations of these movies/books/music cds that I write about. This is just my personal rambling space, and I'm taking you all on the ride with me. 

See you on Thursday, 
Astrid Elaine

Thursday, September 20, 2012

The Perks of Being a Reader

I am seventeen; I have experienced much for my age. Maybe too much.

I have fallen in and out of love more often than I can count. I have broken hearts; I've had mine broken. I have loved the wrong man; I have loved the right one. The bad boy, the shy one, the jock. The mysterious brooder, the class clown. I have loved a genius; I have loved an idiot. An artist, a scientist, a writer, a dancer. A realist and a dreamer. I have loved a man as cold as stone, and one more emotional than me. One as beautiful as Adonis, and one who would hardly receive a second glance on the street. I have loved the righteous hero, the diabolical villain, and the man who acts by circumstance. Whenever I find one who I think is right, I am again proven wrong. 

I have also experienced loss. I have watched lovers, family, friends, and strangers succumb to the inescapable grasp of Death. Natural disasters, trauma, illness - the methods always produce the same result. I have heard the screaming of tires, the crumbling of metal, and the eerie silence following a crash. I have sat by hospital beds, listening to the slow, monotonous beeps that eventually fade away. I have held a wound together as blood pours over my hands, knowing that my efforts are futile but still holding on anyway. I have known those cut down in the prime of youth, and those who have lived long and let go. There have been the sudden deaths, so unexpected that it takes days until reality strikes. Others, I have been prepared for, but it doesn't lessen the hurt. No matter the cause or time of death, I carry holes in my heart for the lost. 

My opinions and thoughts have changed over the years. I have been an anarchist, a republican, a monarchist, a democrat. I have lead revolutions and crushed others. I have been extremely conservative, and extremely liberal. I have been quiet and silent in my views, and other times I am at the front of protests. I always have an open mind, and acknowledge all paths and possibilities. 

I have been on adventures grander than my wildest dreams. I have fought in wars, explored new lands, and sailed on uncharted seas. I have discovered new species and new cultures. I have climbed the highest mountains and plunged to the depths of the ocean. I have solved mysteries and murders, and committed the same crimes I solved. I have been a hero, a villain, and a bystander. 

I have been on many career paths. I have been a teacher, a scientist, an adventurer, and a stay at home mom. I have been ridiculed for my ideas when I present them, and rejected for my lack of aspirations when I don't. My tools have varied over the years: a pen, a sword, a telescope, a microscope, my body, my words, a gun. Above all, I have always used my mind, for it is the sharpest tool and will never grow dull. 

I have lived a thousand lives, because I am a reader. 





"A reader lives a thousand lives before he dies. The man who never reads lives only one." - George R.R. Martin